Dear mom

singing

Though I'm missing you (although I'm missing)
I'll find a way to get through (I'll find a way)
Living without you
Cause you were my pillar, my strenght and my pride only God may know why
Still I will get by ...

miss u mommy ... so very much

tomorrow is the final court date of my divorce and I just needed you to be there for me ...

I love u so much mommy and often think of all we used to share

Sometimes feel like I can ask you to come back although I know its impossible ...

Varney and Linroy has been very depressed lately I know they miss you just as much but how do you assure 2 10yr olds that everything will be ok ... how would they know how to deal with how they are feeling

missing u lots .. and lots ... and lots

I miss u like crazy!

Mom, why is this whole in my heart growing BIGGER?
I miss u so much that no words I have will be able to explain how I feel. Crying does not help either. Makes me miss u even more.

Wish I could have you here with me. Wish I could talk to you and get a reply from you. Just that little bit of assurance that everything will be okay.

Feels like my life is falling apart without you. Everyone is against me and Varney.

He misses you just as much, and even though he doesnt say much I can see by his actions. I'm really tryng to be strong for him and myself, but its gets too much sometimes.

Please visit me in my dreams tonight, just to guide me or assure me that you are still looking out for me.

I will write again  soon!