Thursday, April 7, 2011

Dear mom

singing

Though I'm missing you (although I'm missing)
I'll find a way to get through (I'll find a way)
Living without you
Cause you were my pillar, my strenght and my pride only God may know why
Still I will get by ...

miss u mommy ... so very much

tomorrow is the final court date of my divorce and I just needed you to be there for me ...

I love u so much mommy and often think of all we used to share

Sometimes feel like I can ask you to come back although I know its impossible ...

Varney and Linroy has been very depressed lately I know they miss you just as much but how do you assure 2 10yr olds that everything will be ok ... how would they know how to deal with how they are feeling

missing u lots .. and lots ... and lots

Monday, April 4, 2011

I miss u like crazy!

Mom, why is this whole in my heart growing BIGGER?
I miss u so much that no words I have will be able to explain how I feel. Crying does not help either. Makes me miss u even more.

Wish I could have you here with me. Wish I could talk to you and get a reply from you. Just that little bit of assurance that everything will be okay.

Feels like my life is falling apart without you. Everyone is against me and Varney.

He misses you just as much, and even though he doesnt say much I can see by his actions. I'm really tryng to be strong for him and myself, but its gets too much sometimes.

Please visit me in my dreams tonight, just to guide me or assure me that you are still looking out for me.

I will write again  soon!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Missing you so

Dear Mom

Today I miss you so much. Its been 7 weeks since we've said our good-byes.

I know you looking out for me and the family and I know you are with us, even though we cannot see you.

I love you so much mommy and need your guidance so much right now.

Yesterday we celebrated Merla's 40th birthday. You were so looking forward to it and although you couldnt be there in the flesh I know you were there in spirit.

It was really difficult for her mommy, but I tried to make her day special, because I know it would have been something that you would have done for her.

Although I hardly cry, I still miss and love you so much and when I'm alone in silence I think of you.

I know we will meet again one day, but until we do I will continue writing you letters :-)

Love you lots mommy!!!!!!!!

your loving daughter,
Kim

Intro

Elizabeth Marjorie Martin, was born on 18 July 1950. She was called to rest on 03 February 2011, leaving behind 4 children, 12 grandchildren and 2 great-grandchildren.

She lost her battle to colon cancer and was the eldest daughter of 11 children.

She will be sadly missed.

xoxo