Dear Mom
Today I miss you so much. Its been 7 weeks since we've said our good-byes.
I know you looking out for me and the family and I know you are with us, even though we cannot see you.
I love you so much mommy and need your guidance so much right now.
Yesterday we celebrated Merla's 40th birthday. You were so looking forward to it and although you couldnt be there in the flesh I know you were there in spirit.
It was really difficult for her mommy, but I tried to make her day special, because I know it would have been something that you would have done for her.
Although I hardly cry, I still miss and love you so much and when I'm alone in silence I think of you.
I know we will meet again one day, but until we do I will continue writing you letters :-)
Love you lots mommy!!!!!!!!
your loving daughter,
Kim